It is so exciting for me to realize that I don’t have to be chubby forever.
I looked really good today and I couldn’t take a picture and I’m kind of put off by that because I seldom ever feel like I look really good
I don’t have a thinspiration. My body is my own and it is bullshit for me to expect my body to look like anyone else’s, even after I’ve lost weight. I love my body, thick or thin. While I do admire certain looks like Milla Jovovich in The Fifth Element and Gillian Anderson as Dana Scully in The X-Files, I don’t want to look like them and I certainly don’t gaze longingly at their bodies, dreaming that someday mine will be similar.
an angry post